Dunia kini berhadapan dengan berbagai masalah seperti pemanasan global, kelebihan populasi, kesihatan, politik dan banyak lagi. I don’t think the earth is capable enough to handle troubles that we’ve created. Kadang-kadang aku keliru hala tuju manusia sebenarnya. Untuk mendapatkan harta yang banyak, sanggup mencipta sesuatu yang faedahnya tidak seberapa terhadap manusia, tetapi diri sendiri dan menyebabkan kemusnahan yang banyak terhadap sumber dunia.

Kita mengamalkan konsep ”manusia di cipta untuk mencipta kemudahan untuk manusia”. Logik kan? Mengapa kita bekerja? Untuk hidup. Mengapa ada hasil kerja? Untuk di tawarkan kepada manusia. Hasil kerja yang kita tawarkan kepada manusia itu di panggil perkhidmatan. Tetapi didalam konsep/objektif tersebut, terkadang terdapat anasir yang ingin mencari keuntungan. Ini pula di panggil perniagaan. Di dalam perniagaan terdapat risiko.

Orang kata, kita akan menjadi cepat senang dengan berniaga. Aku akur dengan kenyataan tersebut. Tetapi perniagaan sekarang memerlukan banyak pengorbanan. Pengorbanan yang kadang kala menyebabkan kerugian terhadap sesuatu perniagaan kerana manusia zaman milenia kini mengharapkan semua perkhidmatan yang diberikan adalah percuma.

Jawapan pantas aku terhadap kehendak manusia itu adalah SELFISH! Kepentingan yang akan menyebakan turn around point lari sedikit demi sedikit, sama seperti kedudukan bulan dari bumi yang semakin lari menjauhi bumi hari demi hari. Kedudukan bulan yang semakin menjauhi bumi akan menyebakan bumi tidak akan berputar di paksinya kerana tidak akan ada saling tarik menarik/graviti dia antara dua entiti ini. Akhirnya, bumi akan hancur atau mungkin kah ada letusan lain yang terjadi di angkasa raya?

Apa yang aku cuba sampaikan di sini ialah kerisauan terhadap kerja seharian kita yang kadang-kadang menghalalkan sesuatu yang sebenarnya sudah termaktub tidak boleh di lakukan dan itu adalah tanda-tanda bahawasanya kita sekarang berada di kedudukan yang tidak selamat untuk tinggal di muka bumi ini lagi.

Ramadhan is here! I’m glad to see you again, and thank you God for letting me to smell Your month of Mubbarak! I wish to take all the Rahmats given within this month as much as I can.

I know that I’ve been hibernated myself this year from the blogging world for a reason. Reason that I could not tell. Sometimes I’m happy and sometimes I don’t. I’d love to share my up and down feelings with you readers, unfortunately, I can’t express it the way some of you want it to be expressed.

One of the major factors why I seldom update my lovely blog is because I’m too tired of the weekdays routine. Honestly. So I take my weekend to rejuvenate myself either with watching TV, window shopping or having a cup (or two) coffee at the Old Town with my rummie.

Accidentally, we’re celebrating our Independence Day a day before Ramadhan, and to tell you the truth, I have a not-very-good Independence Day celebration this year. I use to go to The Curve for any celebrations, but it was only last year. Albeit not happy though for not joining the crowd counting down the ticking seconds before mid night and watching the fireworks sparkling on the sky with one of your hands holding another people hands. To make it worst, my roommate and I were inside the car, stuck in the jam, right after we’re finished watching Death Race 20 minutes before mid night.

To make it even worse, I’m not in a good condition with my ‘other half’ right now, so, I’m not in a good mood, but I do hope, I can handle it for the rest of the week. I cross my finger for that!

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My everyday-use laptop malfunctions right now because the adapter is not functioning already. I hope I can get the new adapter later today, as all the works done reside in it. It has been my brain that stored all my data and be my first level reference.

I don’t really love to talk about work, but recently, I cannot control my pressure and starting to talk craps to everybody. I haven’t filter every sentence crafted in my head through my mind but letting it out as a raw data. I am pissed. I think, it was because I’m too dependent to ‘something’. I realized the fact that we cannot rely on ‘somebody’ but your self. Why? Its simple, that somebody cannot be with you wherever and whenever you go.

To some people, gossip is something that should be shared, because its something that can make you feel confident in life as you know others story that become that others weaknesses. It makes your life easier as you have the bullets and you can shoot it whenever you felt threatened. I agree with the term “don’t mix up the business and the personal” thingy. You’ll get trapped if you make a shit in your job and people will relate it with your personal. It so not fair because sometimes it has nothing to do with their personal at all but the task itself. Personal matter is just an excuse.

I love perfume so very much. I love to smell any perfume, but I will only buy the best in town. I’m broke this month. There’s RM10 note left in my purse. I don’t know how to manage my financial thingy. I may need a finance consultant though (but, can I get free consultation from u dear Consultant? Because I don’t have money to pay you *lol).

Yesterday, I treat myself with buying a perfume from Fragrance department in Jaya Jusco store in Sunway Pyramid. I prefer to go to Sunway Pyramid compare to Mid Valley because it’s near to my house and I don’t need to go to Autopay Machine because they have Touch & Go! Bravo Sunway Pyramid! Do you know which perfume I bought? I bought a Limited Edition Kenzo Flower by Kenzo Summer.

I was falling in love with its scent once I smelled it from a girl and decided to follow her during my window shopping with my roommate in Mid Valley. Suddenly, I saw booth promoting this Limited Edition Kenzo Flower at the Center Court of Mid Valley and I knew that girl already tested the perfume. I ask for a tester from the promoter, but I’m not buying it straight away because I still have my favorite perfume at home.

And yesterday, I realized that that perfume can only last for like three days. Considering I’ve been a good girl this month because I haven’t spending my money to unnecessary things, I decided to buy a perfume as a reward. Today, I’m spraying it to my body and I feel so confident with its smell and it makes my day!

I’m totally heartless right now.
But, I have to think twice to write it over here.
It will mislead things to the other way around.
I wish to live happily ever after, without facing any problems.
I know it’s merely impossible.

Once, I thought a guy is a perfect medium to throw my anger.
A guy should always understand my girly feelings.
A guy should be my guardian angles.
A guy should support me in all ways.
They should be there when I needed them.
They should heal their own feelings.
They should be patient enough handling their queen.
They’ll wait until I’m falling asleep before he hung up the phone.
But, at the end of the day, it rarely happened. Even if it does, it will last at least for two days. On the third day, they will ask for break up! Funny right?

I know, it sounds ridiculous and selfish. But please think about a long term relationship. Once u can survive with those ‘request’, at least you know that you can handle & live with your other half happily ever after.

When I clicked Internet Browser, yahoo redirect the page to http://dating.personals.yahoo.com which I think a more or less motivate me in a way to get away from this feelings that I can’t help myself to. I’m unable to finish my breakfast this morning once I realized that I can’t contact him anymore.

This is not easy for me. The hardest part is to start things all over again. I’m crying over tiny event like listening to love songs, quarreling over channel to watch, sitting on the passenger seat and act like a queen, give a soft punch on him, and being a princes to him. Those things are things that I can’t do to my friends. I will miss it all.

I don’t know what to write in my blog actually. So, let me write about what I am doing on weekdays after work.

Usually, I’ll take my bath at 8pm before gluing my butt on the couch until 10pm. I’ll watch Buletin Utama and followed by Astro Aruna at 9.00pm. But normally, I’ll switch the channel regularly. *lol.

I just realized that, I rarely spent my night life after work since I live in my new rent house. Most probably, it is because it’s unsafe for a lady like me driving back alone late at night.

Anyway, I want to share with you about my new TV series that I’ve been following for about seven episodes already, Inikah Cinta. It’s about a teenage story. It’s like the Beauty and the Beast. But, the Beast is a female. I love the Prince character, which’s so egoistic and arrogant but finally falling in love with a girl that he hates at first. You want to know more? Come, let’s watch it together!

The Hero name is Denis that played by Samuel Zylgwyn and the Heroin name is Moza, that played by Nadine Alexandra. I don’t think this is the BEST drama series so far, but it might be listed as one of my favorite TV Series to watch!

I’ve been into slimmer and smaller products lately. Actually, I just bought one slimmer mobile phone from Sony Ericsson and I’m lovin’ it! According to the webbies, that model should be launch somewhere in the middle of 2007, but it’s arrived in Malaysia somewhere around March – May 2008. In fact the original version was only available in retail market about end of April, and I bought it right after it reached 2 weeks old.

I love the way it shows himself, slim, powerful, modern, 3.2 Megapixels, 2GB memory card, 3G, HSDPA (I didn’t realize the existence features in my phone actually. ) and cool! The price is like buying the new basic desktop with LCD monitor. Carrying it bring up extra confidence in me, because it looks slim and just nice to hold. I don’t mind it doesn’t have WiFi because I will never satisfy with ‘phone view browser’ and I always prefer to surf using laptop.

Comparing it with the Malaysia’s iPhone (1st version) or any other mobile PDA, I choose W890i. Why? Because iPhone is big, iPhone doesn’t have 3G plus it just have 2MP camera. Comparing it with the other walkman phone, this one is the greatest invention for me who loves to listen to songs.

I’ve been into car body kit lately. Meaning to say, I’m modifying my car. I want to convert it to Daihatsu Cuore (the fishies club call that kit as Cuore Injection). I love the lamp design. Its not like the normal Kelisa (round), I convert my Kelisa to have a little sporty look.

It should look like this after I finished painting the car.I have an intention to change the seat and the dashboard, but will do it bit by bit. Well, that would be my next project (padahal, my DSLR project not even started pun lagi *lol). Well, it’s better to have more than one project in a time, is it?

You want to know something? My roommate and I planned to go to a martial art class. I already find one and will start joining the class maybe in the middle of this month. The main purpose is to exercise and have at least one skill to protect ourselves. And the belt would be a bonus. But, still, we haven’t gone to the class yet. Will update this site once we officially in that martial art academy.

Hi all.. I am sorry, it’s really been awhile right? Remember about my new roommate? Actually, she was attacked by varicella zoster virus (VZV) a.k.a chickenpox a day before we became a roommate. I felt so safe because I don’t have any symptom of infection even after one and a half week we slept together. I thought, I have a very tough antibody. *lol.

The fact is I never had any antibody to protect myself from that virus because I never had one. Now, I got almost two weeks leaves. What a relief. *lol. At the same time, I have guests coming over to KL all the way from KK right after I discovered having chickenpox. It’s totally a turn off for me, because I took my three days Annual Day Leave just for them. But it ends up with, it became my free MC, meaning to say, my AL became my MC. Rugi, rugi!!

I think, I owe so many things before my leave. I am so sorry I really can’t help myself. I don’t even open my email because I can’t think of work. Really. I got a bad fever and headache. So many ‘pimples’ appear on my face. It didn’t only makes my face look ugly, but horrible and hurt. You can see my latest face. The spots appeared almost on every inch of my body especially on my forehead and cheek. But, thank God for everything I have, because I know there’ll always be thousands reasons behind everything happened.

p/s- I got few presents from KK and those that we bought in KL, but I guess, let it be just me and the you-know-who-you-are knew about it. I missed you already sayang.